Age Race Gender

age race gender they only matter if you make them matter. I had planed on writing about this before i had gotten on the L, but after i steped on i had the point of my ranting perfectly illustrated. when i walked on the train conducter came out of his compartment to help a pasanger who was trying to find were he should get off, Silvester ( i found out later his name) had asked him a few stops back how to arrive at his destenation, the contuctor apparently either didn't know and had to think about it, or continued giving it further thought and came back out to revise his statement. Silvester and i talked about the nice weather outside and how it changed the general mood of the people of chicago, its a bright sunny day with tempetures in the 50'ds which is a switch from the not so comfertable weather we had had the past few days. I intergected saying i found that evcen in those days of crappy weather if you look at the good, smile and refuse to get the events you can't control get you down people treat you the same way as if it is always perpetually sunny. The conversation then turned to judging books by their shallow covers. Example silvester was older and black, I am younger and white, but as apparent by me writing this we did not let our diffrences define who we are and stop us from haing a delightful meaningful conversation.
When people hurt others, aside from the ovious of inflicting pain on the indiviual the hostiloity is directed at the aggressor hurts themselves. The sad truth is that they don't even realize that it. they only see the shallow self pleasure they get from their selfish actions. not seeing the internal and long term effects of them.dont miss understand me i'm not saying that i feel pitty for them, their actions are self inflicted, they should have to take the consiquences, but i would like for them to not only see the hurt on others but also the hurt on themselves. This i think would be more effective since it would seem that the self fish mind frame they are in drives their actions.
but i deverge but thats why i call it a rant i sapose. When I meet people as a Domme, Friend, Swinger, or general fellow devient i get asked doesn't their age bother me? my answer NO, it matters if you make it matter. I'm 24, it doesn't define my maturety level, tastes, or personality. Ageism is more prevelent then racesm, or gender steriotypeing. If we are talking in purley age groups, i rarly get alone with people of my "own" age demographic, i find i have more incommon with "older" indivduals, I would say the average age of the people i associate with is in their mid thirdys. Yes i do stupid nieve things that show my lack of experience in the world but it is somehow diffrent. I very offten get "i can't belive your 24" to my reply "oh thanks your old looking too" *snickers* I know what they mean but do they.
I lust for peoples minds, yes, i am physically attracted to some people, but its that a physical attraction no basis for anything more then a shallow encounter. Though we may take the inisuitve to try and get to know eachother.

Saturday, May 9 --Naughty Playground

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Tuesday, May 12 7pm sex+film series

Tuesday, May 12 20097:00pm

Sex +++ Film Series:
"Private Dicks: Men Exposed"
Chicago, University Village

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Film Schedule
2nd & 4th Tuesdays
7:00 p.m.
Jane Addams Hull-House Museum
800 South HalstedChicago, IL
312.413.5353
www.uic.edu/jaddams/hullMap
FREE
All are welcome!
***************THIS MONTH:“Private Dicks: Men Exposed” (1999)Interspersed with clips from vintage sex education films and humorous cartoons, men — young and old, gay and straight, large and small, virgin and porn star — offer personal revelations that are honest, humorous and often poignant. Discussion ranges over puberty, power, impotence, circumcision, sexuality, myths and perceptions, growing old, and, of course, size.***************

SEX POSITIVEpro-SEX, pro-QUEER, pro-KINKa free documentary film series for people who like sex curated by Clarisse Thorn+ Q. "What is being sex-positive?"+ A. "Defining sex on my terms."+ A. "Understanding my sexual needs."+ A. "Being in charge of my sexual experiences."Explore sexuality in a new way by joining us for a series of films about positive sexuality and sexual identity. This free documentary series will create a new space to discuss sex, culture, and sexual fun! Each film will be accompanied by delicious snacks and followed by relevant conversation.We'll spice up every second and fourth Tuesday by screening another documentary with a positive, informative spin on human sexuality. The series will showcase diverse experiences, orientations, and choices -- planned films cover bisexuality, S&M, polyamory, transpeople, homosexuality, heterosexuality, the history of sex, and so much more. The full proposed film list is available here.We want you to come to these screenings -- whether you're a free speech advocate, an AIDS worker, a progressive pastor, a sexuality activist, a radical feminist, a student, or just someone who likes talking about sex, all are welcome. Sexy prizes will be given for regular attendance!Please note that cameras and other recording devices are not allowed at these screenings.
THANKS TO THE GREAT SUPPORTERS WHO ARE MAKING THIS SERIES POSSIBLE!

***************CHICAGO SPONSORS:+ Early to Bed: Feminist Sex Toys+ Women and Children First: Feminist Bookstore+ Galleria Domain Two NFP, Inc.+ We're seeking more Chicago sponsors -- please get in touch if you're interested!CHICAGO PARTNERS:+ Center on Halsted: LGBT Community CenterFILMMAKERS AND FILM RESOURCES:+ Picture This Productions+ Erin Palmquist, filmmaker+ Seventh Art Releasing+ Sensory Image Pty, Ltd.+ Cinema Libre Studio+ Women Make Movies+ Sam Feder, filmmaker+ Beyondmedia Education+ Regent Releasing

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Decleration of intent

I have heard alot "becareful what you post on the internet" this is said for various reasons. For starters you can never REALLY take it off, its stored on servers, saved on peoples hard drives, ect. ect. Second you can't control who reads it, well, why would i want to, it is not my nature to bad mouth people on the internet or behind their back, if at all posible i prefer to confront people with the issues we are having face to face. to do anything else is spinless and unproductive. Yet another reason they say is you will regret posting it later in life. It is for this reason i decited to post to this "blog" I chose now that in the future i will not hide from my past. Now is part of who i will become for better worse, to want to cover up and mask you past is untrue to yourself, and shows that you do not like where you are now. After all we would not be the people we are now without the events that have happened in our lifes. I talked about this rather indepthly with two great thinkers of this world Will Taylor and Steve Leyba. The central parts of the discussions seemed to be the same, the horrible things in our lives that we would never wish upon any person and if we could have would not have chosen to have happen to us defined who we are now. That if we could infact go back and change the past to erase the events from our lives that we wouldn't do it. Those discusting, horrible, painful, and scaring events shaped who we are, we in our hearts like who we are, to take away those events would forever change the now in our lives. Wishing to make life easyer is not productive to any situation, one needs to learn how to cope and over come such struggles for the betterment of themselves. in addion wishing away our tryumps over our past is selling ourselfs short, we are stronger we are better we are us. This not to say those people, if in fact it was people who intated those events, were in the right. They will always be in the wrong, but to make their actions cripple us and hinder our growth is our wrong. we chose to be strong to overcome to take charge, to declare fuck you i/m in control now!

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Man & His fragile penis

Man & His fragile penis

The typical stereotype is that men have higher sex drives then women... what a load of shit i must say. I came to this conclusion awhile ago after talking with a number of women at the BDSM club i go to, most i ask say they have to beg their men into fuck'in.
I'm finding over the past few months that the male lebido is a very fragile creature, and not really as rampid as one is lead to belive, yet another propaganda driven by society. Any I ask to get some attention weither its making out, groping, or full out fucking, i'm usally given some half assed excuse. It's all about them and their equipment, don't get me wrong, lord knows i like to worship what their offering... but what about my fuck'in needs, multipule orgasms are NOT a myth... and i can't even remember the last time i got good head. I'm so frustrated all of this right now, actually i'm hop raving mad... not just at one person mind you.. it’s just at men in general. I asked over seven guys today to let me nail them on my roof tonight... not a one. And most seem to just be a pussy tease anyways, only a couple cum through on a semi regular basis. Even fewer show any signs of wanting to keep it interesting, well interesting to me at least, ones idea of keeping our sex interesting is having me bring a girl over and mess around in front of him... what the fuck... I’d just bring her back to my place damn it... i know someone else who would jump at a threesome...
I'm extremely torn between being fuck'in tired of asking for sex, and really fuck'in wanting sex... the wanting always wins, and it just makes me feel needy... but the more i think about it, the more i realize it’s not a bad thing to be a sexual being, i just need to find people who are just as sexually driven as i am, which is proving to be a tall order to fill. What with the safety precautions one needs to take when finding such play-pals.
summing up: who would think I’d be so hard to find someone to nail on a roof...

cremation thoughts

You can have your loved ones ashes blown into glass… glass dildo? Butt plug? Ect…?

Super Spunk Smoothie

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Super Spunk Smoothie
1 cup pineapple, fresh or canned
1 banana,
frozen1 cup apple juice
1/2 tsp ginger
1/2 tsp cinnamon
1/4 tsp nutmeg
1/2 tsp vanilla extract
2 TBS honey

Optional ingredients:
1 raw egg white,
2 TBS wheat germ,
2 TBS flax seed,
1 shot wheatgrass juice

Blend all ingredients in a blender until smooth. Drink immediately. Repeat daily for best results.

Fetish Rant

What the fuck man, does every fucker who has a camera think they’re a fetishists or fetish photographer? ok fine, as long as you pay, but at least have the fuck'in balls to follow through with the shoot YOU set up. Jesus titty fuck'in christ man, I guess I should know better, seeing as I have a general homicidal rage towards humanity as it is. But i had to think the odds where on myside, of all the "gigs" "modeling" and/or "acting" shit people have promised me, I mean its got to be around 50 at least now, I would think by odds alone, one of them would have had the testicular fortitude to follow though.
Its true the internet is full of people whom just blow smoke out of their ass, cause their too chicken shit to do anything about it by talk. If you can't fuck'in admit you like to take pictures of half naked hot chicks... what does that say about you.

lets take the closeted foot fetishist for example, THEY ARE FEET. So they turn you on, they get you all hot and bothered in your pants.. SO WHAT's WRONG with that? Your not killing babies by rubbing or fantasizing about someone’s feet. Even anal penetration gets more social respect (Note: this rant is a generalist not talking about anyone unparticular, just the large about of big talking, no action fuckers. but I guess if you think I 'm talking about you are egotistical, SO STOP IT THE WORLD DOES NOT REVOLVE AROUND YOU!