Decleration of intent

I have heard alot "becareful what you post on the internet" this is said for various reasons. For starters you can never REALLY take it off, its stored on servers, saved on peoples hard drives, ect. ect. Second you can't control who reads it, well, why would i want to, it is not my nature to bad mouth people on the internet or behind their back, if at all posible i prefer to confront people with the issues we are having face to face. to do anything else is spinless and unproductive. Yet another reason they say is you will regret posting it later in life. It is for this reason i decited to post to this "blog" I chose now that in the future i will not hide from my past. Now is part of who i will become for better worse, to want to cover up and mask you past is untrue to yourself, and shows that you do not like where you are now. After all we would not be the people we are now without the events that have happened in our lifes. I talked about this rather indepthly with two great thinkers of this world Will Taylor and Steve Leyba. The central parts of the discussions seemed to be the same, the horrible things in our lives that we would never wish upon any person and if we could have would not have chosen to have happen to us defined who we are now. That if we could infact go back and change the past to erase the events from our lives that we wouldn't do it. Those discusting, horrible, painful, and scaring events shaped who we are, we in our hearts like who we are, to take away those events would forever change the now in our lives. Wishing to make life easyer is not productive to any situation, one needs to learn how to cope and over come such struggles for the betterment of themselves. in addion wishing away our tryumps over our past is selling ourselfs short, we are stronger we are better we are us. This not to say those people, if in fact it was people who intated those events, were in the right. They will always be in the wrong, but to make their actions cripple us and hinder our growth is our wrong. we chose to be strong to overcome to take charge, to declare fuck you i/m in control now!